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Posted 15 hours ago

I ABSOLUTELY LOVE!!!

how much dillon pressures me to talk to him when im upset… i drive him nuts sometimes because i say nothings wrong when theres clearly something wrong and God knows i can not lie to him at all… hes determine to talk things out so we dont have problems and he sees my point when i talk to him… and he explains to me if something bothers him and we come to an understanding…

NOW IM JUST IMPATIENT TO HAVE THIS WONDERFUL MANS SON TO POP OUT OF ME SOOOOO WE CAN SPEND AS MUCH TIME TOGETHER AS HUMANLY POSSIBLE BEFORE HE LEAVES ON DEPLOYMENT.

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Posted 17 hours ago

Im starting to come to the conclusion that Hunter doesnt like pressure on my stomach

idk if my little man feels threatened by it or is like HEY GET OFF MY MOMMYS TUMMY but when ever theres pressure he makes sure to kick at it as much as possible… so sometimes i apply pressure on purpose so he’ll kick… :D

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Posted 2 days ago

Im so frustrated and nervous

that dillons deploying right after hunter is born im completely scared to do it and on top of worry about raising our son for the first 8-9 months of his life alone. My mom is being a controlling bitch… instead of having a controlling MIL i just have one in my mom i told her yesterday that i was going to live with daddy which is so close to her compared to flordia like shes in delaware my daddy lives 30 minutes from her compared to flordia like even tho my son and i are shoved up your ass which i refuse to go back and be treated like a child… YOU HAVE TO COME AT ME THROUGH A FACEBOOK STATUS… FUCK THAT… soooo instead of living with my father like everyone knows i want to im going to live with my MIL so i can be as far away from your controllingness as possible… its pathetic that i cant do what makes me happy because im not convenicing you… -.- now i have to call daddy tomorrow and explain to him why i cant stay there </3

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Posted 3 days ago

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Posted 6 days ago

starting my baby registry….

IM SO IMPATIENT AND MOVING RIGHT AFTER HUNTER IS BORNING IS FRUSTRATING BECAUSE I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE ALL MY BABY STUFF BEFORE HE POPS OUT AND I CAN ONLY GET A LITTLE BIT… but on the plus side when dillons deployed little hunter will get anything he needs if he doesnt already have it <3 only good thing about dillon being deployed

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Posted 6 days ago

As of now Dillon has orders to deploy right after Hunter is born

since his ship is decoming their sending him to another ship to finish out his sea duty contract and right after he deploys he gets new orders somewhere else… and the ship their sending him to is deploying October 2nd Hunter is due september 26th. Dillons trying to find out if he has to leave on the deployment with them right away… becasue his ship isnt done decoming till the 31st of October so if they dont need him right away he has a month with his son than fly him to the ship… BUT if the Navy is going to do what the Navy does they can postpone the deployment and Dillon will have more time which will be great…

i know this is what i signed up for so i cant get mad about it but as much as i smile for everyone else. i think it should be acceptable for me to be scared and upset about how an 8 month deployment will affect my son and his fathers relationship but its okay because hell still be a baby i guess

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Posted 6 days ago

fairly certain when dillon and i went to babies r us saturday he was the only guy there

he was helpful and he secretly loves looking at baby stuff for Hunter. The fact he gets excited over Hunter makes me beyond happy :)

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Posted 6 days ago

couldnt decided between cloth or disposable diapers

so i called my momma and she said she would occasionally use them for me. so looks like im gonna get a few cloth ones :)

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Posted 1 week ago

making hunter listen to shitty music that i enjoy…

poor boy

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Posted 1 week ago

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our cupcakes :)

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Posted 1 week ago

Hunter Gerard

:) eeeeee he was a very unshy baby he kept trying to show us is little winkie he waved at us he smiled and moved his tongue and even grabbed at his little winkie to remind us that it was there <3 ahhh i never thought i could love anyone as much or even more than my husband but our baby took my heart away without a fighting chance

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Posted 1 week ago